musicmind102

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Ohh what a trip by musicmind102, literature

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Ohh what a trip

Oh how the nite falls and the stars pass overhead how the air wraps around me and lifts my feet off the ground i run out and shout to the sky unable to hold it in anylonger my heart my hurt and so may my mind from running back and forth everyday like running circles in a track race oh the feeling of freedom of getting it out of letting all the anger i feel be released your the reason for my tears your the reason for my screams your the reason i can't sleep your the reason for everything if only you know how many endless days i wasted talking my breath away to someone or someone else about all the hell the at you

right through you by musicmind102, literature

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right through you

Things werent always as i thought you werent the friend i thought you were you hurt me stabbed me in the back and used me you just wanted me for a backup plan my pain and agony never crossed your mind theres nothing that you care about more than yourself and theres nothing i can do about that and i'm glad i realize that these scars aren't gonna heal soon and its gonna be hell until i can get past this but i dont know what else to do i can't live with all these brusies looking me back in the face theres nothing i would like more than for things to end up differently than they have but theres nothing else i can do to h

The endless heart by musicmind102, literature

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The endless heart

There is something that is just not right something that is truly eating me inside, there is something that I can not control there is something that has me in their hold there is something that is filling me from the inside out, I don't know what I can do now. There is just something lingering in the air that makes it so hard. That makes it so thick as where I have to swim from one point to another . Where it seems as if this world is jst not the same anymore. There is something that I wish I could say. And something that I wish I could get across, but there is something holding me back. A reservation that lies deep

tomorrow by musicmind102, literature

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tomorrow

It feels the same as before but different this time things have happened people have changed things that once were are not the same i must be more cautious now i can't let the past repeat itself I must learn from my mistakes wait for the future to reveal itself and see what this life has in store for me I wanna see the blue skys and hear the birds sing i wanna swim in the ocean and i wanna run through the feilds i wanna know everythings gonna be ok I wanna be able to sing in the shower and dance in the rain im not afraid of the looks and i'm not afraid of the words im afraid of the future and what it holds Its

It still gets to me by musicmind102, literature

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It still gets to me

I wish i could say i never go back to that place that things dont seem to be drifting away that phrases people say dont hurt me that i don't have anymore pain but apparently thats not true who knew that the simplest thing could affect me that it could send me back to the old me to visit the past in my mind and silently cry those dry tears the ones that are no longer there for too many have been shed along the way i wish i could say i dont feel any pain that i am still whole and that it doesnt get to me i wish i could take back everything i wish i could do that over and find a way to stop the outcome that is the pres

I WILL be Strong by musicmind102, literature

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I WILL be Strong

And i walk into the room with a smile on my a face with the feeling of salt dried on my face and though my eyes are a little red and my face is a little pale everything will be ok because i've got the people stickin by side that keep tellin me everything's gonna be alright someone told me there is not a thing we can do BUT be strong and they were right there is nothing left in this world if your strength has faded away there is nothing left for your heart to work for and though it may seem impossible look by your side to the people that are there so I will face the world head on not faltering in step

Cry it all away by musicmind102, literature

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Cry it all away

With tears streaming down my face i can say that i am living I can say that i am still breathing and that my heart is still beating. But when you lose something greater than yourself it can kill you tear each part of your heart out bit by bit as if to allow each amount of pain to be magnified To lose something that you didn't even know you had is something i will never understand how that something can be taken from you and you didn't know you had it how it can hurt so much how it can affect every thought you have how each second seems longer How is it that no words seem to be able to express this feeling

Wall by musicmind102, literature

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Wall

I build up the walls make them strong and steady make them thicker than a football feild and place them all around my heart i know that i will stand tall i will be strong the edges may look tattered but i will not faulter the core of my being is strong my heart can withstand it all any storm that may come to face me i will stand against it all my will shall overcome though i may shake in fear inside i am protected my heart my run and hide but behind my wall i am protected things may seem frightening but with my wall i am protected No one can tear it down only with the key may you unleash my inner being and

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Ohh what a trip by musicmind102, literature

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It still gets to me by musicmind102, literature

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I WILL be Strong by musicmind102, literature

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I WILL be Strong

Cry it all away by musicmind102, literature

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Yearbook

One day I'll look back At all the pretty faces I once knew. I know I'll miss all the good times And some of those bad ones too. I'll run my fingers Over deep pen marks And I'll remember when they were new. Then I'll get to that one page And everything will change. I wanna scratch your name from my yearbook. I wanna forget all of the lies. I wanna take this permanent marker And colour all over your face. But I don't wanna be Browsing the pages when I'm fifty And forget the reason of my poetry. (So I'll let you live in that ink for now) You always said I'd make it nowhere. Now just look at me. I believed in you, All your

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Current Residence: middle of no where town
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Print preference: big enough to read
Favourite genre of music: all of them (classical probably )
Favourite style of art: abstract haha
Personal Quote: things will turn out how they are meant t be

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musicmind102

Mar 15, 2010

I once read

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I read a quote today that says "where flowers bloom so does hope" if this is true, then flowers must bloom everwhere but that means that flowers must come from the heart because i know i have much hope in my heart for things, things whether they are important or not i have hope for... i have much hope for many different things, so i wonder does that mean that each flower is different? am i alloted only one flower for every hope that i will ever have? or does that mean that my heart looks like a feild or a vallet perhaps full of flowers bloomsing and growing day by day...but i also wonder, what happens  when the things in which you hope for d

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musicmind102

Mar 8, 2010

Sugar :)

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Haha wow hello there So today has been quite sugar filled from skittles to sweet tea to jolly ranchers :) i love candy/sugar tis awesome and also apparently it makes my friend think hahahahahahahaha :P jk But anyways today not all that great but sugar has kept me laughin so all good :) School tomorrow :/ gotta work on a paper :( Later <3 ~me

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musicmind102

Feb 28, 2010

i don't even know

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i don't even know anymore... everything is so weird and not how i expected but nothing ever is.... so i don't know why i would be suprised.... anyways <3 my friends <3 ~me